Oh how we miss you sweet Chloe...
December 2nd, 9:23am...the day our little girl became an angel...one last sigh...one last smile...one last moment to carry in our hearts...until we meet again...
Has it really been a year since our beautiful baby girl flew to Heaven? Has it been a year since we breathed in your sweet breath? Kissed your sweet cheeks? Massaged our fingers through your soft hair? Saw the sparkle in your eyes that made mommy and daddy's days all better?
Oh dear Chloe Bear. How are you my sweet little love? Is Heaven as beautiful as you dreamed it would be sweetheart? Please tell me what it is like...or is it just too beautiful and magical to describe? Oh how I wish I could be sharing such beauty with you Chloe. In my dreams I try to meet you there but then reality pulls me back. I want to be with you within such magic always. A part of me wishes I didn’t have to continue on with regular every day tasks. I wish that I could spend every day with you, dancing with you, playing with you, skipping, running and jumping with you, giggling with you, laughing with you and loving with you. But until that time I will continue on with every day tasks and try breath by breath to share your magic with those of us who still breathe here on Earth.
Please tell me that Heaven is everything you ever could have wished for. Please tell me you are happy sweet love. I desperately need to know that you are happy. Are you happy Chloe?
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Yes, my mommy, I am happy. Oh mommy it is so much fun here. I am surrounded by so many friends, and many of them you know and love. There is nothing but love up here mommy. I don’t know what it is like to not have love up here...
Love is absolutely every where...
I dance and my toes feel love...
I sing and my throat releases love...
I listen and I hear love...
And I look around and all I see is love...
Oh mommy, you would love it here. It is exactly as you describe it and so much more. You capture it so beautifully but you must know that it is all that you describe it to be but a hundred million zillion times over. It truly is mommy. It most truly is.
I see that you have been sad mommy. Why are you so sad? I see your tears and I want so much to bring a smile to your face. I know that you miss me mommy. I know. But mommy you still have so much to share in the world below. You must know and feel that you and daddy have so much yet to teach, so much to share, so much to learn. Your work is not yet done mommy and daddy. Please don’t worry, you can take as long as you want and need to finish your work. I will always be here waiting for you. Always. I will never leave you mommy and daddy. Never. As soon as you are done I will be right there to bring you your wings. I promise. I look forward to that day more than you will ever know. But until that day there is enough love and enough beauty to keep my heart strong and happy until we are together again.
Please don’t cry for me. Please be happy for me. Because I am truly truly happy. My body is whole, my body is strong and I can do so much more than I ever could on Earth. You would be so proud of all that I can do up here. I am amazed myself at all that I can accomplish up here. There is so much magic up here mommy. Miracles happen every second of every day up here. But we really don’t know the essence of a day. Time has no meaning. We run on Love. And it is enough to bring beauty and light for all eternity.
Oh mommy and daddy, I honestly cannot describe how amazing Heaven is. Just believe me when I tell you that it is more than you could imagine your heart could hold. I cannot stop from smiling. Not once have I even pouted. I know how much you loved my pout mommy and daddy but I truly haven’t needed to use it. I only smile, laugh, giggle and sing and I love it!!!!!!!
Please don’t cry mommy and daddy. Be happy for me and be happy for you. I promise we will be together again. But for now you and daddy need to share your many gifts. You need to share the beauty and the love that is so strong within you.
You need to share the beauty that came to life through the
Beauty of You and Me.
I love you mommy and daddy and YES, I am happy!
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Ohhhhh Chloe we are sooooo very HAPPY to know that you are happy and with that thought we will try so very hard to be happy...how can we not? It is you sweet gentle Chloe who showed us the touch and the feel of true happiness...we must hold tight to those happy thoughts and the happy thoughts you continue to bless us with each and every day...
As long as you are in our hearts we will be happy, and you dear Chloe will ALWAYS be in our hearts...always and forever...
Elephant...bunny...ducky...bear...clown...dolly...giraffe...and... CHLOE...that’s you!...and I LOVE YOU sooooo much CHLOE!!!!!
Smmmmmmmoooooooooooooooccccccchhhhhh! (xx BIG KISS xx)
We love you Chloe, soooo very much...up to the moon...the stars...right up to the Heaven of your dreams and back again...
Click on dear ol' Pooh &
his dear little friend, Piglet, to
go back home...